I miss Emma. I miss everything about us, and it hurts.

I miss her waking me up with her sweet loving voice. I miss talking to her with a sleepy voice, asking her to let me sleep a little more. I miss hearing her sleepy voice and singing to her when she sleeps while talking over the phone.

I miss her numerous SMS and missed calls. I wish I could have sent her more SMS and e-mails just to say ‘I love you.’

I miss talking to her for long hours, talking about everything in the world. I wish I could have let her know much more about my deepest feelings. I wish every moment that I could listen to her while she opens her heart out for every emotion inside her.

I miss being beside her, for every tough time she ever faces. I wish I could tell her that I’m always there for her.

I miss her warm touch, I miss the glow in her face. I miss the expressions in her wide eyes. I crave to listen to her sweet and bubbly words. I miss her naughty smile and her shy look. I miss getting stumped by her with her play of words, and I crave to see her expression when I get her with my words.

I miss her reading what I write; I miss her comments on them. I write and write for her, yet it hurts knowing maybe she never reads a word.

I miss walking by her side and I long to hold her hands. I wish we could go out for long trips. I wish we could share a sundae. I wish to take her out for dinner and I wish I could give her a diamond ring.

I wish we could have taken dance classes together, twirling together at every music beat. I wish I could have played music for her, writing songs and singing it for her.

I wish we could share everything between us, I wish we could face everything together. I wish we could face all the highs and lows of life hand in hand; I wish we could share our lives together. I wish we could be there for each other, being completely one.

I regret for not doing many things earlier and I feel guilty of messing up. But I love you Emma so much, it’s a feeling far stronger than anything in me.

I love you every day, I love you every hour. I love you very second and I love you every moment. For everything I do, I do it out of love for you.

I just hope that someday, we might get a chance to re-kindle and re-build our relationship. I don’t know if we’ll get a chance but all I know that I’ll love her always…